What Am i even doing???

should take it slow~. dont think too much~. take a Chill pill~. Give space.~ dont get too comfortable.~ Control.~ dont rush.~ dont use emotions as a decision.~

Outing with cuzzins

 

 

kittens~

wah my cousins got kittens, my frens got cats, my uncle and aunties got cats, my FB friends got cats & kittens.
WALAO~
i also want~~
haiz..
never mind.. maybe this feeling is just gonna be for awhile.. maybe... when i'm living alone on my own then i'll keep one for my self, i'll find that pure white kitten that i wanted so much~.
=)
hhmmmm...

All Day Religious outing.

Today the whole day all for religious. haha.
firstly when to the Muslim conversion center at payar lebar there to hear lectures on beginners for Muslim. why i go this lecture because firstly my close gym friend who is Chinese, few months back his converted from the religion he used to follow up by what he have grown up with to now Islam. So now he is still new with Islam and yeah his going for this lectures and classes there. so me and my friend, Syahir, accompanied him and through that accompany i actually brush up my self as a Muslim too. cause dosent mean ur born a Muslim u know everything. and so this is how i brush up my self slowly.
=)
so his name used to be Alex Tan, but now his name is Tanweer Tan.
Tanweer means rays of light. if i'm not mistaken~ haha.



and after the class i went with my friend Syahir  to Maulid Rasul at the woodlands Stadium. alot of praising Rasulullah s.a.w by different kinds of ways, like for example through musics they played zanji.. skeet, booths, poem speech, yea and much more. for 7 hrs. love the voices of the one who recites and also praises and also sings for the love of Rasulullah s.a.w (Y)(Y)
so here is a little something to let u guys hear, which i like to hear much and also i heard they sang it at the maulid rasul today..

Allah Humma Salli Ala Sayidina Muhammad~!

Random outing with my cousin

Okay today went out with my cousin Razzy to lucky plaza to play pool there. but before that we went to go pray at the near by mosque there at somerset..
anways
got a problem with this lady at the pool area. it is at the lucky plaza the only pool area there, seriously they need some customer service. this minah or Filipino girl like F-ing attitude, plz ah, u cannot work dnt work. u go and sit at home infront of the mirror and entertain ur own attitude, we dont need ur attitude we have ours. f-ing lady..

Haiyoo~...

k skip that...
anyways i never went out with this cousin of mine before, and today is our first random out. actually it was supposed to be just lending my soccer boots to him, but in the end ended up meeting and chilling out all night, seriously if today i didnt go out, it will be another day for me facing the comp and go blind. haha

so yea, anyways just gotten my third stick for today,
just smoke cause i want to, not sure if its the addiction?.. but yea basically its just a want to.. actually i do feel abit dizzy after a few puffs of the smoke. but yea manage to control it.

ok other then that, went to Shaw and yea my cousin, brought me to the place he usually chill out with his friends. and yea he bought a tub of pop corn which only cost $4+, i was kind of shocked by that cause its dam cheap. haha. and u know i really those pop corn-aholic, shall i call it that? haha.. yeah so, same goes with this cousin of mine.. yeah. talk here and there sharing taught,
so after all chilling around and walking at orchard then we just went straight home. 

Ok we will be having our cousin outing again, but with few more cousins invited. i'm looking forward for that =)
hope they could make it~

 

What do you think with or without? haha~

East Coast~

What should I say for today~

Went to East Coast park.
Just got nothing to do at home actually.
this was planned by me and Syahir yesterday.
Phone few of my friends yesterday but they all cant make it.
Its actually kind of last min thing though.
but today Its only Me, Syahir and Fakhrudin.

Din actually didn’t know of this outing. But today we ask him out. And glad that he is joining.
If not its will be only me and syahir. Haha. That will be abit boring... 

1stly why?
because I just feel abit un-comfortable going out with a guy 1 on 1 to the beach, haha. Its like awkward. If I’m with a girl I wont mind ah. Hahaha.

2ndly why?
because i'm those kind of person who dosent really got much topic, sometimes i do have lots but it depends and i just need a third person to just keep the ball rolling..
anyways~...
its been long time never go to such a beautiful place at the beach of east coast park and now I am here. So nice to be here. Very windy. So relaxing. If only my home is just near by here. Haiz~. Haha
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anyways today started smoking my first stick of LD blue packet.
smoking today of my 1st stick of my first pack so far i dont feel much of an effect of satisfaction or what shall i say complete?. its like u smoke but theres no results which u want to feel or know much?.. and yes its not menthol which u can feel the cold minty flavor just went in ur lungs, this one is just normal cigarette.

anyways had my 2nd stick after 8+?.. felt the erge of smoking the 2nd till i really did it. and yeah~
still the same thing.. u feel like u just smoke for nothing but u know.. to kill ur self? ..haha.. hmmmm...
when I’m smoking what I taught is like what the hell am I even doin?, its like no me at all. Hhmmm..
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anyways other then that, today I feel my kidney on the left abit cramp, I dunno why. Told my fren about it  then he said maybe u have no been working out for quite sometime that’s why u felt that way at ur kidney.. not sure if theres any link there but I hope this thing wont prolong. Hhmm.. so yea later we gonna go eat near by here also. So yea..
bye~
=)