sorry for not posting my blog for long time, cause something did happen for this past few days. yesterday my grandma have pass away, her pic is there at the photo that have been taken from last year hari raya. In the middle of the pic is my grandma, last 3 days she was emitted in NUH and shes in ICU. She actually wanted to come to my home and stay, but unfortunately she's to sick to come that she must change her directions from going to my house to going the near by clinic, the one who is fetching my grandma is my untie and uncle, and that is my fathers sis and brother. so my untie and uncle send her to the nearest clinic, not sure if they have reach singapore, shes currently staying at johor with my grandfather thats why i said i'm not sure if she have reach singapore. so from there when she have gone for her check up, the doctor said that shes in a really critical condition cause of her high blood preasure is to high. So she is immediately send to the hospital at NUH, when shes at the hospital one of the surgents told us that her heart stops 2 times but luckly they mannage to revive her back, when shes at hospital bed i came to see her i wad sad, but didnt cried about it only i felt shocked after seeing my grandma lying on her bed sleeping deeply(coma) and breathing heavily with a tube inside her mouth and nose. when i saw like that i prayed to god " Oh god, plz take my grandma life if she really have to go. Dont make her suffer like this, and dont make us suffer to see her like this. Oh god plz make her life at the Heavens cause for the past she really have done so many good deeeds that i myself cant count, oh god put away all her bad deed that she have done and plz god dont put her in hell, from my opinion oh god i think she have done lots of good deed then bad, only u the almighty knows wat shes have been doin. oh god plz, i'm begging u take her life if she really have to go". after feeling sad and pray to god about it i went of, i saw my cousins my father my mom and my 2nd brother is crying not sure about my 1st but can see his feeling very2 sad about wat had happen. after visiting my grandma at the hospital, in the morning around 2 i'm still awake cause i went home late from hospital. i went home around 12, after bathing and using the comp its around 2 in the morning, around 2 in the morning i pray my Ishak prayers. After finish my Ishak prayer i prayed to god again putting my hands asking, begging for my prayer to come true to god. i pray to god the same thing wat i have pray to god when i'm at the hospital facing my grandma. In the morning i went to hospital to visit her, her bed room have been tranfer cause of the aircon problem. so i just went in the room and just look at her read some prayer to her and then i go off cause my stomach felt hungry, while waiting for the aircon to be fix and also felt hungry i went down to eat, after having my break fast i went back up suddenly my father told me that my grandma have pass away, i was shock i went in quickly. when i open the bed door i saw people crying, lot of people crying. i was like over there feel the sadness and at the same time i said "Alhamdulillah"(thank you Allah), i said that cause my wish have been granted by god. now she have gone without any sickness problem, she didnt even suffer that much. so my grandma's body was send to my place, i and some other people read her Yassin prayers. i read for her yassin from 12 night to 5 morning while other people is sleeping, i felt my throat tube and the veins like going to burst. actually theres still have interval rest. I pray to god "oh god u have granted my wish and i thank you for that, oh god plz grant me my second wish and that is make her life in the heavens plz make the kubur not squeezy for her to stay in plz make her kubur wide for her to stay in, oh god make her feel alittle of the winds of heaven when shes in the kubur. plz god dont make her feel pain inside the kubur, if she do have sins in her life make her feel the pain less, oh god plz forfill my wish my prayer towards you, oh god u are the almighty, u are kind, u are forgiving, u are understanding and u are the one and only god that should be prayed and praised, oh god plz grant my prayings towards u". so after all the praying its is in the morning so we must prepare our self cause later we must carry her to the van and the van will be send to the Mosque for the last prayer and then she will be carried down by me, my brothers and his youngest son to the kubur that she will be staying for a very2 long time, until the day judgement she will be raised by ALLAH to forsee which place is she entering the hell or the heavens, but dont worry even though who is islam who went to hell are going to suffer but no matter wat god have make his promise at the al-quran that he will make islam the world of paradise and who did not ambrace islam as his or her religion that he or she will be banish in firing hell. THATs Allah's promise.

plz any muslim who pass by this blog plz read for my grandma Al-fatihah.

This uztad is telling about valentine's day, his telling the history of it his not condemning the valentine's day it self and this vid have no offence to other religion, any religion can watch this vid. And for muslims plz do watch it to make ur self know what is valentine's day and why we cant celebrate valentine's day. Assalammualaikum :)

GRADUTAION

Vitamin C - Graduation (Friends Forever) -

Sorry my classmates whos viewing this i forget to post this, for the outsiders peeps this picture i'm gonna let you see is all before the grad and the hols i'm having now.

yesterday was my Graduation day, i was happy and at the same time nervous of excitment. I can't wait to see my frens faces again, on the grad day i brought my parents along to see me on the stage taking and shaking the hand of the doctor who's giving me the cert. before i went out from my house i ask khalis to meet me at the foyer so we can go together to the auditorium. when we at the auditorium we took lots of pic and we the Security tech class is the noisiest there but no matter wat we all dress up nicely, i say this cause some of the ITE sutdent from various places they seems like not even giving a damn on wat they are representing. Some of them are so slacky, some of them not bothered to bring tie some of them dyed...hhmm...WAT THE HELL. while wating for my turn at the stairs to take the cert theres this girl very pretty and sweet smile she look at me and smile so i look back at her and smile, actaully before that when i'm at the audience area i was like observing her but when i reach there didnt expect she'll smile at me..haha and yar when she smile to me my parents notice that to, my paretns taught that my Gf but actually its just a girl from bukit batok ITE that i didnt know. After all the ceremony thing i tried to ask her number but the nervouness is there, khalis keep on pushing me to ask her number but the nervous and shy is there so its hard for me but at the end Azman said to me one of her fren is his fren so khalis also said to him to help me out, so Azman call his fren to ask about the girl i kind of admire but at the she said to Azman that she is attach already...aaaww shit, shes attached, hmm..so i just said to Azman fren nicely ooh ok thx for coming by...hhmm...OOh ok! alrite this are some of the pics i've took take a look at it.

Khalis, Mr sheik and Me

Sorry if the pic is dark, camera not that good but i think its not only my camera my frens camera is better then me but its still the same thing captured..haha

Fauzan and Alex

Me, Fauzan, Alex and Khalis

Amir, Alex, junizar, Arifin, Khalis, Fauzan and Diana

Diana and Me

The strong Man..hahaha.

Our teacher that used to teach us, Mr Allan Tan and the girls behind from left to right is Diana, joyce, Afida and Sankari

Thats me while taking the picture with the Doctor.

The Girls in my class...

YEa the security tech, actually theres some more but so far we are the only one attend for grad

After the grad we chill out at this coffee place but i forget the name, i like the place it remind me of Friends the comedy but 1 thing i didnt comfirm yet is the place halal?..